How I wish...

It so dark in my hall alley now that i'm sitting cz the frighin light broke. Anyway, yea, sorry for updating so late, like hell late. I noe it's been like months since i touched this place.

so it starts again, Drama... Like Zi Hao says A Drama within drama. (hope he doesn make a play out of that name =.=)

Baby doesn allow me to go for drama that i have promised to get involved. Now the whole frighin play is changin cz of him. Still couldn understand, like wat the hell. ><

How I wish, that u were more understanding than min hua
How I wish, that u were not as hard headed
How I wish, u weren't as weak in the body n mind as u are showin me 2day
How I wish, u were at least half like him last time
How I wish, that u had a life with me when i first met u
How I wish, that u can understand I like being involved in these plays n performances
How I wish, U wouldn just keep talkin bout how hurt u are n stop me from doin my stuff
How I wish, I was more alone than havin u around
How I wish, that u were more of a friend than a bf to me
How I wish, that u would support me on my stuff other than dance n clubbin n assignments

I noe a lot of things here are hurtful. I'm sorry. But it's true of all the things here are what i m thinkin in my heart now. I want to let it all out. I cant take it anymore after wave and waves of yr unapprovals. I can't let it out to anyone cz most of them won't listen, so I decided to let it out here.

And the worst thing that has already cut off half my feelings to u is HER. That bitch that i can nvr forgive. that bitch that gave me a permanent scar towards u. Making me nvr to give u my full heart. U noe wats happenin n why. It's yr past that i can nvr forgive, nvr forget.

Tagged...

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. What are your nicknames? Simone. DUH! butppl make stupo names like shemong, jimon, digimon, worse, she who moans =.="

2. What do you do before bedtime? Read a novel, now i'm readin Eragon.

3. What's yr mood n situation now? restless =.= , full of hate for them tht flies round him. Miss-ful, cz i m dreadfully missin my classmates n HIM also.

4. What is your favorite scent? Alvin with his cologne on. Thts when i cant resist huggin n clingin to him XD n the perfume he gave me on our 1st monthsary^^

5. What videogames are you playing at the moment? The Sims 2 cz my neighbor installed all the expansions inside my comp.

6. What do you eat the most? Erm... Let's c, mom's cooking thts from the rice cooker cz we hadn had gas for the past 3 months n she figured out a way to cook with tht 1 rice cooker O.o! But i'm dyin for 100Yens Ice cream ><

7. Do you trust easily? Too easy >< I wish i was not tht easy.. haiz

8. What was your first big fandom? Disney's lil mermaid. I use to sing her songs when i board the bus from skul to my home. I'd even play mermaid at the beach n the bathtub. Sad thing is i cant swim tht time XD

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? Sadly, the gals round him. They just haunt me, his ex n the gals living in the same house with him><

10. Do you have a good body-image? I guess??? Thts wat ppl round me says, but then i feel like my butt is too big for me n yea i'm close to being flat.

11. Is being tagged fun? Once in awhile its ok^^ makes me bz in a way.

12. What websites do you visit daily?Facebook, youtube, friendster, ebay.

13. Who are currently the most important people to you? mama dada, relatives, HIM, galfrenz... almost every1 i'm close to, Beta ppl (cept mayb the gals)

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? Nisa... its always her =.=; funnily lame at times..

15. What’s the last song that got stuck in your head?I wanna be with you by Mandy Moore.

16. What’s your favorite item of clothing? sexy top with suitable jeans.

17. What's better: to give or to receive? Prefer to receive but giving every once in awhile is a must.

18. What turns you on in the opposite gender? Tht charming smile tht he always gives me, his laughter thts caused by me, his smell, his warm hug n his surprisingly shy atitude O.o

19. Is there anything you want so bad right now? to the gals round him YES! "y cant u disappear from my life n his?!" like rite in their faces in public.

20. What should you be doing right now? I hav no idea. Holidays seem so restless for me. But yet, College seems too hectic for me T-T

21. Do you always use conditioner when washing your hair? Always do^^ Who came up with this question =.="

tagging in motion-> i dono if lyn did it, samuel, Eva (doubtful tho) , Wei Loong, Chermayne, David, ... i dono who else to tag la ><

Olympic Google Logos

When the Olympic start till it ended, google has been changing its logo eveyday. I have finally collected all of them^^ check them out. They din hav enuf days to show most of the sports tho... Haiz...

PS: non of the days are left out. I collected them from the beginnin till the end.



Opening Ceremony of Olympics Beijing 2008



Weight Lifting

Track Running




Swimming




Football / Soccer



Boat Rowing



Gymnastics / Artistic Gymnastic




Gymrama / Rhythmic Gymnastics




Ping Pong


High Jump



Diving


Cycling




Basketball



Baseball



Badminton




Closing Ceremony Of Olympics Beijing 2008
Hope u like it LYN

an update...

gosh its been so long, along these few weeks, a lot of things happened... I'll just give the headlines.
1. PD's Rave Freedom party- where i had total fun with beer, Head banging for the 1st time n RnB music.
2. Eva departure 2 NZ... I'ma miss her ><
3. Got a new guy n he's nice 2 me^^
4. Got damn fascinated at wat i can do with Maya..
5. trip 2 Melaka with the whole class for photography class^^
6. Hanging out with Eshia a lot lately
7. Elaine called me for yam cha herself^^
8. Eshia's birthday party with chocolate fondu waiting for me O.o
9. Ballet performance by Le Grande where i performed ballet for the 1st time.
So far it's been almost a whole term since i updated my blog. so. works of maya.. tho not really nice but i still tried^^

my 1st maya assignment... My temple...


My still life assignment... It's pearls by the way...

I'm workin on my Maya's 3rd assignment now which i think shud be the last n final 1 this term. It's based on interior. So.. lets look forward to the outcome^^

I Noe my blog is dull... Haiz...

Anyway, Every Wednesday i would walk home from Piano class in Sri Petaling.
Cuz I was bored, I start counting how many honk passers by made (most made my lorries)
Last weeks record was:
4 honks
1 shout out

Yday's record:
7 honks
3 shout outs

=.=" I feel so.. So i took out my cell and put on my earphones.
I sang out loud 2 my fav songs^^
Fortunate enuf, Julian was passing by too.
So he offered me a ride home.
His friend stopped the black Myvi beside me halfway walkin (which gave a me a total freak out)
I was nearing a thought to run for it when I turned n was surprised 2 c Julian.
Lol Wat a surprise...

Anyway, Freedom is 2moro XD I cant wait. May not be able 2 sleep 2nite.
So, I shall teman Mani n chat on9.

Kena tag pulak....

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
LOL, Nvr crossed my mind. By 27? I don care as long as i can be with the 1 I love.

2. If you have a close close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
Well, yea still as a friend. But mayb sometimes i would gossip bou ttht fella to my best frenz. Cz obviously everytime she wins i'm sure gonna be depressed n pour everythn out.

3. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Have a succesfull career or a succesful love life. Either 1.

4. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Erm, I guess not 4 now... Cz i am not officially workin yet.. Wait till i finish college...

5. What are you afraid to loose the most?
My loved ones. Including my ex's Cz I lost 1 of them in a car accident already><>

6. What do you feel like doin right now?
Taking a long bath cz I am fahking stinky now. n Club cz my friggin media player is playin club songs n temptin me now.

7. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I guess.. sooner or later. But most of the time, i make usr he likes no other oni i make my move. If not, would pull out myself.

8. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
hornay. random, n.... er.... funny? well she does make me laugh^^ With her horniness :P hahaha, Lyn lyn lyn, tsk tsk tsk...

9. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
commitment to the relationship, loyal. responsible, loving. Guess i expect too much from my other half XD

10. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Clingy bitchy assholes... Tht dono when to shut up n stop crappin...

11. What is your ambition?
A International performer and also a successful animator^^

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
My he? FLirtin? Lol... Not giving me enuf attention. Tho i can understand if he wanna focus on his work. But i cant imagine him focusin on work n not on the children in the future ><

13. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My LIFE^^ Heh heh... Cz it's the longest thing I do-> Live...

14. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
being too stubborn headed? N also my desperation for guyssss... I'm too into romance that i wanna get away from it now.

15. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
All my close friends that understands me. Tho, I don tell all my probs to all of them. I oni tell certain aspects of problems to certain frenz oni.

16. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Err... Married? I guess... I hav no idea...=.= I don care also cz for me what goes around comes around^^

17. Do you think you get hungry because you're cold, or cold because you're hungry?
What kind of a question is that?! I get hungry all the time XD

18. What's your all time favourite candy?
AS LONG AS IT'S CANDY!!!

19. If you could jump to any place in the world right now, where would it be?
Min Hua's side... I'm not lookin forward to goin to any foreign countries now. Anyway, even if I can jump there, I don hav da money to get anythn from there. Couldn even afford 2 pay 2 come back ><

20. If someone were to give you a free copy of the Kama Sutra, what would you do with the book or rather, the contents in it?
I already hav it in my head. =.=" Jz study it from the world wide web. Save money tht way. But is some1 really can give me for FREE, Y not? I'll keep it^^ n Start classes on Sexology XD



Ugh...

Jz woke up with a rough voice cz of yday's screamin 4 da band performances
Nth much 2 write...
damn hungry...
Jz will say.
Friggin bull yday...
Gave me full time muscle aches now.
From arms til legs =.="

><

A day at Monash...

Mainly now, i'm gonna TRY to cut short the whole story.

Went with Hou Ming, Joshua, Michelle n Jeff in his damn near 2 fallin apart proton
n we arrive at Monash's street carnival at 6pm
Bump in2 my cheer capt n some cheer frenz^^,
William's fren tht I met during the mamak session after Accounting nite,
n also a certain fren's club gal.

It was stewpid taming the mechanical bull, this rodeo thingy...
After 1.30 minutes I got thrown off
Nooo><
It looked damn wrong in da video X.X
Now, I'm gettin muscle aches here n there...

ANYWAY, approched club gal, followed her 2 her apartment 2 get a necklace of a certain fren
Cant tahan, she took her sweet time waddlin up 2 her apartment,
when the other guys were waitin 4 me downstairs =.="
Grabbin the necklace n leaving her, we drove off to mamak 2 watch football
after tht we went back 2 da carnival

carnival rocked with the performance of battle of the bands...
Dragon Red, Bus company n Ben's Bitches
Oh YES~ Dragon Red's Lead Singer,WAVED at me XD
N I Waved BACK!!! aaaahhhhh~
Thang finished at 12am sharp
We left, dropped Michelle back n met up with Mani at the mamak
Chatter chatter chatter...
Went home at 3.

Comments 4 da day:
-Hou Ming was SUPER cute ><
-Jeff was BLARDY funny XD
-I was FAHKING sleepy =.="

Message 4 tht certain fren : I HAV YOUR NECKLACE!!!
Massage 2 public: Damn ya'll should check out Ben's Bitches cz THEY ROCK!

Here I go Again *steals*

5 Things found in my bag:
Currently, my latin shoe
ballet shoe
rehearsal dance fan
my hair pins n bands
water bottle
5 Things in my purse:
IC
Driver's lisence
Money
Min Hua's name card
Photos
5 favourite things in my room:
Beloved Art materials^^
Handphone
My Cozy doubledecker bed
My closet of clothes
My glow-in-dark stars everywher on da wall
5 things I always wanted to do:
Show off in Clubs ><
Be luved by a HOTTIE
Club the whole nite till I drop (2 bad clubs open till 3am)
Own a Fairlady
Get a dance partner n win in latin comps

5 things I'm currently into:
Singin
Dancin till I'm tired
Drawing
Reading luv Comics
Acting n performing

List out the top 4 presents you wish for:
A cute Modified, custom paint designed Mini Cooper
an I-pod><
Min Hua
A Date with Jay Chou

The person who tagged you is:
I stole this ><

Your 5 impressions of him/her:
Serious
Disappointin at times
Hornay
overly Responsible
Plays Hard, Works EVEN Harder
Most memorable thing he has done to you:*
Brought me up 2 Cameron for a Break up n then stayed overnite

If he/she becomes your lover, you will still:
He WAS. If he does again, I will still Luv him like how I did in da past

If he becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
I grew 2 regret i was with him n start hatin him.
He will nvr hate me.

Pass the quiz to 5 people:
Yeen Yee, Lyn, Nisa, Joyce, Dom

Stolen From Seraph

It was a damn boring day. Not oni I missed piano n cz of tht my Wednesday walk backs from Sri Petalin was cancelled, but also i Skipped ballet n Latin cz I was bz hangin out with Oi Seen ><>;D

First Name - Simone
Nickname - Ah Mon. *points at Lyn n Nisa*
Name you wish you had - Simone?????
Birthday - 10 Feb 1989
Birthplace - KL General Hospital^^
Time of Birth - 6 somethn in da evening...
Single or taken - Single >< but i hav my very own "manho"^^
Zodiac sign - Aquarius? Isn it obvious when U noe my birthday?
Your Appearence
How tall are you - 5 foot 4??? Aiks ><>
Wish you were taller - No.. I luv my height. jz nice 2 peck ppl in da face^^
Eye color - DARK! VERY Dark brown
Eye color you want - Hazel^^
Natural Hair color - dark brown
Current Hair color - VIRGIN hair. U thnk?
Short or long hair - long^^ Nvr short unless some1 killed me in the heart
What color hair - HUH?
Shy or Outgoing - outgoing. Very!
Looks or personality - Looks then Personality, u c some1 oni u get 2 noe them noe?
Sexy or Cute - Dressin sexy but personality cute (supa Blur)
Serious or Fun - Hardcore Fun XD

Older or Younger than you - No bounderies as long as u luv me 4 me
turn on - Very when teasin my neck n ears
A turn off - Weird Personality n stalkers

Flowers or Chocolates - Flowers^^ I'm allergic 2 chocs
Pepsi or Coke - Pepsi. Randomnye~
Rap or Rock - Music is always fine with me^^

Relationship or One night stand - relationship DUH!
School or Work - COLLEGE ><
Love or Money - Both! XD But i prefer luv, money leave the prob to my hubby
Movies or Music - Think me? Think Music ><
Country or City - City!
Sunny or Rainy days - Not 2 sunny n no thumderstorms are jz fine^^
Friends or Family - Both?
Have you ever-
Lied - Countless i think. Specially 2 make guys go away XP
Stole something - Shoplifted ^^
Smoked - NO way In HELL would I touch 1
Hurt someone close to you - Yes *feels bad*
Broke someone's heart - Yes *blurry watery eyes*
Had your heart broken - YES! My Dates SUCK!!! *screams*
Wondered what was wrong with you - Y...e...s... Really wonder y...
Wish you were a prince/princess - Fairytale princess> Yes. Reality Princess> No
Liked someone who was taken - Yea.. *wishin all guys were single* XP
Shaved your head - NO WAY!!!! I'm Proud of My hair *molests ponytail*
Been in love - uhuh.. But he shattered mine later on *cries*
Used chopsticks - *nods*
Sang in the mirror to yourself - LOL! I sing almost everywhere XD
Favorites-
Flower - Tulips^^

Candy - Men's Lips =.=
Song - Sentimental n sexy songs^^
Scent - Errr... *speechless*
Color - Sky blue
Movie - STEP UP 2!!! Transformers!!!
Word - huh?

Junk food - Ice Cream ><
Website - Either HERE or CrunchyRoll^^
Location -Somewhere clean, windy n Beachy XD
Animal - anythn touchable^^

Ever cried over someone -Countless times.. I'm a sad sad person
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - be happier?
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - sleeping beauty 4 their fairies, The little Mermaid 4 their mermaids n beauty n the beast for the magic.
Do you play any sports - Err, I'm raised as a sports gal. Take a guess... Gymnastics, cheerleadin, basketball, dancing... etc... .... ... etc... ... ... *goes on blabberin*


The rules:-Link to your tagger and post these rules.
List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people
1. I'm desperate 4 a luv life ><
2. I'm DAMN desperate 4 a car
3. I get molested mist of the time by my college galmates
4. I wish 2 molest them back
5. I wan 2 go RAVE! TIESTO!
6. Wishin very badly all my frenz don hav probs with each other
7. Wish I had bigger boobs
8. wish i hav unlimited cash ><



those who are tagged>
Yeen Yee, Nisa, Lyn, Wei Loong, Joyce, Dom

I brought them in this time

Saturday, a day I am suppose 2 do assignments during the day
N hav hardcore fun durin the nite.

Day:
3pm: I woke up to find my bro shoutin at me that someone was at the door
3pm : Oi Seen(summer) came over at for assignmenting session
6pm : Eva came over after work to hang out with me n Oi Seen

Instead of all tht, we ended up doin random stuff here n there
Chattin on msn, chattin off9, hittin on quizes and all the other shit
So at the end of the day, I din do any of my assignments ><
Haiz.. Disappointed...

Nite:
Mendy was suppose to pick us up at 10pm
Ended up 11.30
Turns out tht her car was out of petrol at Mid Valley n she 4got 2 pump.
I solute to you Mendy, can forget somethn tht important =.=
After sendin Oi Seen home, I fetched Carmen n her Bro.
Reached my house, Mendy parked her car at my place.
I drove them to Barcelona n brought them in^^
Straight away, Carmen, Mendy n me went on stage to dance as the dancefloor was crowded.

We danced till 3am then we left for mamak.
Which is also meetin up with Get yong n ah Pong n Kenny.
by 4.30am, i went home.

Assignments.. Done n Undone.

Another week has gone by for me altho it is Thursday cz I hav decided not 2 attend class 2 nex day. My eyes are shuttin n yet I am still here bloggin.

Typo! Cartoon Character! DONE!
After all the hard work, now oni Life drawing, 2D and my RowButt Carrier is due nex week^^

I was damn happy when Syed found my last minute done Walkin cycle of my ostrich interesting. With those words, he has inspired me to work harder for the final submission of my ostrich.

In another week, term break will be here XD I cant wait... I need da holidays to cut me some slack.

Just for The Fun Of It ;p






Find Out Which Disney Girl You Are!
created with QuizFarm.com
You scored as Alice

Have you fallen down the rabbit hole lately? Or played croquet with a deck of cards? Either way, you're so very much like Alice! Her wild imagination and constant ability to daydream got her in so much trouble - you've probably heard your mother or teacher lecture you about having your head in the clouds! Remember to stay grounded most of the time, however, because life can get away from you when you're always dreaming about someplace else!


Alice


96%

Snow White


83%

Esmerelda


79%

Jane


75%

Violet


67%

Megara


67%

Cinderella


67%

Ariel


67%

Belle


67%

Aurora (Sleeping Beauty)


63%

Pocahontas


54%

Mulan


54%

Jasmine


50%

Tinkerbell


46%


Horny day...

It's April Fool n I'm feelin especially horny 2day.
n Tired... Bored... Lonely...
Neway, talked on da phone 4 bout 2 hours with Eva last nite.
It;s been so long since I've talked on da phone so damn long.
Thx Eva (tho Yr so gonna die the nex day 4 sleepin at 3am when yr bedtime is 12am)


It's my darling Melvin's b'day 2day^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING^^
Gave him a big hug once i saw him
later we even bought him a cake n surprised him.
He was utterly speechless^^
Touched...

Oh, Manu came also 2day.
Joined us 4 dinner at Chef Tan
N he was like, huggi-wuggy here n there between me n Lyn ><
Lol, so was Lyn.
She was gropin me non stop after manu arrived.
we eventually were all in da 2D lab
n he was makin me laugh a lot


me n Manu (I'm tryin 2 hold back my laughter)

He was practically tryin 2 mess up with my chat boxes in msn
Wei loong n Eva were chattin with me tht time
Lyn couldn' keep her hands off MY keyboard when it comes 2 Eva's Convo with me
Manu couldn' keep his off MY keyboard when its Wei Loong's Convo with me also ><
I had 2 practically slap their hands off the keys non stop
But yet givin them enuf chances 2 randomly typr words like "sdbfhan" or "kajsauoaas" n press send ><
then ended up i had 2 explain everytime (glares at Manu n Lyn)
Anyway, Manu went back at 8pm n me, nisa n lyn walked Him 2 his car
3 of us kissed him gd bye
He drove off.
Later back in class, I kissed Lyn on da lips n Lennard saw.
He stoned.
Then I went 2 Moon, N we frenched.
He stone somemore.
then, Lyn pulled Melvin over, N me n Moon frenched again.
Melvin stoned, looked at Chris.
Melvin : U let yr gf so like dat ah?
Chris : They did tht even b4 we coupled
Melvin : .... (continues stoning)
haha, thts our present 4 u birthday boy^^ Happy b'day! XD
So yea, i practically hugged, kissed, frenched n groped a hell lot 2day ><

Ps: Oh I am so happy I danced With Ah Sun 2day^^ N Latin somemore. I danced cha cha n jive with him ^^

William's Club

It's 9pm n me, Eva n Teng hav arrived at the bbq party held at William's house.
Kuhen looked like the Satay man hired 2 make satay cz he was wearing,
singlet n shorts plus a old fan in 1 hand.
after all the food, we all drank. Chivas Regal, Jack Daniels, XO, Kapak..
i got partially drunk after 4 pure SHOTS! @@
It din kick in at 1st, with the boomin music on,
I cant sit still n not dance.
HAV 2 DANCE!!! ><
Dance dance dance, effects kicked in.
Floaty n dizzy.
Thts how it lead 2 makin out with 2 guys tht were my frenz
n later cryin a lil 4 all the pressure lately
Nex, thx 2 Jeff, i ended up in a room with Eva there.
I was utterly depressed of somethn ( i cant remember)
So i got hugs from Eva n Vik (Eva's closest fren)
Conforted me a lil.
Slept n woke up at 3.30am
went down 2 help with the cleanin up in the house.
Nex went mamak,
the oni ppl left then were William, Hou Ming, Jeff, Daniel, Ryan, Eva, Vik n me.
Vik was already sleepin dead in the room as all of us went out 2 the mamak.
When we came back it was 5.30am.
from then on, we played Spin the bottle
havin 2 c guys kissin n grindin each other was a great expirience^^
By 7.30am, we were all knocked out.
Oni Eva n Ryan stayed up while Daniel, Hou Ming n Jeff left.
The remainin ones slept on the couch
By da time we woke up, it was 10.30am.
William's whole family was awake.
And Wei Loong dropped by
leavin oni me, eva, Vik, Ryan, William n Wei loong
We went 2 Times Square 4 Ice cream n Starbucks.
There we did nth but taste food, n socialize^^

Damn I'm tired..

Yay! Finally Friday has come -> Sleep.
Yea, since i had been up most of the time compared to sleepin this week
SSSSSLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPP

Anyway, Eva came over 4 dinner 2day.
We chatted n hanged out downstairs after tht with extra Ice cream^^
We sat beside the Swimming pool at my place and jz like how Starbucks ppl like 2 sit n drink coffee n watch things passby, we sat on the bench beside da pool, ate ice-cream n watched ppl swim by.
1st time both of us were eatin it straight from the container, with Nasi Lemak Spoons.... =.=
We even talked bout 2moro's comin BBQ party at Willaim's.
There's gonna be BBQ and Booze!!!
Gonna get drunk><><

Jz sent Eva back home n here i am now....... Tired and sleepy.
Think I'm gonna sleep early 2nite.
*Y of all times now oni i feel like doin assignments* ><

Simone's condition now : head sleepily slanted on 1 side and passin out
Simone's feelings now : happy *but 2 tired 2 jump*

I've nvr done this in my Life!

I cant believe I am here in the College 2D lab doin my last minute assignments. Of all times, n it's suppose 2 be Life Drawing class now. I can't believe I actually had the guts to do tht. I'm skippin tht class juz to finish my 2D. ><

Simone's feelings now: Guilty, Dissappointed with self.
Simone's condition now: Shit tired like no other days. Dying. Headache!!!

Seriously gettin no sleep at all the nite b4 was bad, but gettin NO SLEEP at all 4 last nite was HAUNTING! I head was practically bobbin up n down every few secs cz I was passin out. I even actually passed out during Moral test ><

Darling!!! I need U 2 keep me awake!!! N when I sleep, I need U here 2 lend a shoulder.. ><

New.. New new!!

Haircut^^ Thx 2 my Luvly Eva, altho u did a lil ahem~, but it's still a very cute cut 4 me^^ I luv it. Thx gal^^









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cz it was so short, I got a very cute ponytail^^with a few loose strands infront of my ears. Nvr had them b4... poneytail poneytail^^ PONEYTAIL!!~^^~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Anyway, went 2 Gentin wth frenz. Went 2 Safari (club) with oni 1 of them. We pretended 2 be bro n sis >.< guys =".="">

Got so fed up dancin with some dono how 2 dance ppl. like there was this young uncle, 1st it was a decent no body contact dance, but later he started tossin me around in cirlce.I was losing balance like every few secs.

So lastly I ended up joinin this gang. With a guy I like hangin out with cz he jz keeps cheerin me up on some stuff. I'll tell wat stuff later.

So here the club closes, I found my "bro", who later tells me tht he will be goin 4 a drink with the few chicks he is interested in. So yes, I got dumped here at the club n I dono the way back 2 my room. So, my bro went 2 my new frenz, n asked them 2 take care of me. Ended up, da guy tht was dancin with me most of the time, wlaked with me.


Journey was > we took da outdoor route (freezin), he gave me his jacket. Went 2 Starbucks cz I was hungry, he payed 4 my cup of coffee. Walked back 2 my room. he left without his jacket. Later smsed me 2 get it back. Again, he teman me downstairs 2 get some stuff n we walked almost everywhere. got my stuff n we chatted till 8am. On the way back 2 my room, we caught a glimpse of da sunrise through da mist. Took some pics^^

The masterpiece of a view


Before the sun breaks through the thick mist

Those arent clounds below but mists. u can imagine how cold was Gentin then.

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Later we told each other we'd keep in touch n we left each other.

Well, there goes my 1 nite couple^^ Thx dude. (not revealing his name)

I need sleep >.<

It made no dif when ppl said today n 2moro, since I hadn slept cz of Jason's work. >.<>F-ing Zi Hao called me a F**ker 4 fun) I din even noe how I ended up sleepin in class.
Teaching at MKIS later after class was totally torturous. I couldn even walk straight due to the extreme drowsiness in me. There, I gradually found my fondness with children. My fav kid, a korean 9 yer old gal- Jae Won. Damn cute >.<
Her looks, squinty eyes like me.
Her character, gives u the cheeky smile no matter wat the circumstances, situation n mood.
n her smile is cute.
In posts 2 come, I wil reveal her picture 1 day. (soon)
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After a whole 2 weeks of emoness in every1, suddenly i tend 2 feel da drastic change in ppl around me.
Lyn, she randomly hugs me 4 no reason (thx neway^^) n whacks some1.. Ahem...
Nisa, she listens 2 me bout doin her assignments.
Melvin, starts talkin randomly 2 me.
Kian Wen, Suddenly became my Mother O.o!
The whole class, suddenly become my nex door neighbors... >.< (Mama's fault)
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Oh! Yet again, I shall turn emo on some certain ppl.
Sorry but I myself also do not wish 2 waste my time on feeling emo bout u ppl but stil, I guess, life is such.
Not oni tht, I as an unstable individual on both physically n mentally is best not 2 be mingled with.
Trigger me n U might get hurt.

2D lab is so~ not my fav spot 2 hang out late at nite

I was hangin out at 2D as usual.
1st Lyn left, then Nisa.
I was left with the other 2 stooges in class n my friggin stomachache.
Felt effin lonely due 2 da lovey dovey moments they were havin in 1 corner of da room where part of da lights were off, but still VERY visible.
His head was on her shoulder.
I was pissed. Mad.
Not cz of jealousy, but cz of the fact tht I was asked 2 save her from him from havin an akward lunch with jz da 2 of them. N now I had 2 face this kind of shit.
I was confused. Lost.
I wasn sure wat she wanted.
So I stayed at my side of the corner, put on my earphones, turn up da volume of my comp n chatted on msn. Time passed slowly.
I was gettin sadder n sadder by the minute.
They reminded me of Min Hua.
I missed him. Very much.....
With frenz talkin 2 me on msn (some gave me a lecture>> ZY) , I felt better soon (jz a lil bit).
Nearin 12.30am, she finally noticed my existence n came over.
I kept my anger.
I showed my cool.
It felt annoying.
We left. 2 eat. at AC.
Fortunately Sam was there 2 be with me.
With the 4 of us, it doesn look so bad anymore.
Drove Sam back later.
He left, I saw them huggin behind.
Pissed again.
I noe it wasn my business.. but still...
Can u get somewhere else 2 do so?
I hate this.
Feelin annoyed, irritated n disgusted, I sent them 2 his car, n he drove her back.

18 love questions

01] Are you currently in a
relationship?
-no


[02] Have you ever been
given a rose.
- A? Had a bouquet^^

[03] What is your
all-time favorite romance movie?
- Full House^^

[04 ] There's no number 4 question..
- I would like 2 say.................. WTH!?

[05] Do you believe that everyone has
a soul mate ?
- Yes. Jz tht u meet them or not by chance is another matter.


[06] What's your current problem?
- I need a decent bf >< I'm touchin 20 soon....

[07] Have you ever had your heart
broken?
- Deeply scarred n is still hurting.


[08] Your thoughts of online or long
distance relationships?
- No way. I would like 2 get 2 noe the guy as a face 2 face fren 1st.


[9] Have you ever seen a friend as more
than a friend?
- yeah.... >.< Most of the time (",)

[10] The person your with right now, do
you want to spend your life with?
-with as in beside? Of course^^ She's my closest fren in college^^

[11] How many kids do you want to
have?
- Depends.... On my financial status.

[12] What is/are & your favorite
colors?
- ARE! Sky Blue^^, pink!


[13] Who are your celebrity
crush?
- Jay Chou. But I'm not THT in2 Him.


[14] Do you believe you truly only love
once?
- no.. I luv a lot. There my mom, my dad, my bro, my granma, my cousin, My guy (goes on n on)


[15] Imagine you're 79 & your
spouse just died, would you get
re-married?
- No. I would jz get more pets 2 e my companion.


[16] At what age did you start noticing
the opposite sex?
- Since da 1st time I developed unconcious feelings 4 my primary classmate.

[17 ] What song do u want to be played
at your wedding?
- ......Brain not functionin...... Probably some latin luv songs...


[18 ] Do you like anyone?
- Well, I hope the fella likes me 1st then oni I like him. (don wanna get hurt again)

Yet Another No-Life test..

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
Yoon Yik from sec skul. Cz we were holding our own teddies n walkin below my condo.


2. What were you doing at 0800?
Hibernating.


3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Doin my Damned Poncho >.<



4. What happened to you in 2006?
Was bz datin b gettin "tutored" by my bf^^


5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Cz I was watchin dis comic where a gal kena kissed unexpectedly by a Handsome Demon.



6. How many beverages did you have today?
few types^^ Thx 2 my mom... (my fav barley)


7. What colour is your hairbrush?
Black. Whooo~


8. What was the last thing you paid for?
40 bucks 4 Bar Celona on Friday. Thx 2 my guy frenz I don hav 2 pay 4 anythn i ate on saturday.



9. Where were you last night?
At home multitaskin^^


10. What colour is your front door?
Brown.

11. Where do you keep your change?
Purse la DUH~!



12. What’s the weather like today?
It was Windy n rainy... Wats wrong with the weather nowadays @.@


13. What’s the best ice-cream flavour?
Vanilla n Strawberry^^ YUMMY.


14. What excites you?
If a cute guy hits on me.. n if a guy asked me 2 be his competing dance partner.

N if Min Hua calls me >.<


15. Do you want to cut your hair?
I would like 2 trim it back 2 my V shaped tail^^ But i guess, tht can wait.



16. Are you over the age of 25?
No no~ I don wanna reach there so fast...


17. Do you talk a lot?
I do, when I noe the person I'm talkin to n has a gd topic^^


18. Do you watch the O.C.?
?? Wats tht??


19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
Yup^^ My old time Gym crush^^



20. Do you make up your own words?
they come up randomly tht I don even noe I made a word... XD


21. Are you a jealous person?
Yes... But i try hard 2 hide it///


22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’
Anisa... =.="


23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’
Kian Wen???



24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
My very ex junior from sec skul n also my beloved pet sis^^


25. What does the last text message you received say
My gal fren sayin somethn like this month's my luv month n my guy might appear.. =.="


26. Do you chew on your straw?
oni when I get damn bored n hav nth 2 talk bout.


27. Do you have curly hair?
nope..^^ thank god!


28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
College 4 class... Haiz...


29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
My guy frenz....


30. What was the last thing you ate?
mom's cooking^^


31. Will you get married in the future?
Plan 2^^ oni unless I find true luv.


32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
STEP UP 2!!! I fell in luv with Moose^^


33. Is there anyone you like right now?
*murmurs 2 self n looks confuse* @.@


34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
Jz a few hours ago.


35. Are you currently depressed?
Was very. But now... Still am with assignments but not with ppl^^


36. Did you cry today?
Nope^^



37. Why did you answer and post this?
For fun...



38. Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
Lyn? Yeen Yee? Who else... Brain kinda dead so.. I shall stop here.. nitez

The 3 Missing Puzzle Pieces

It's late nite (Early mornin now) N i'm still not asleep.
Jz finished Jason's Rowbutt n it was really tiring for my mind.
Time 2 chill bit yet I din dare climb up 2 my crib n drop my eyelids shut.
I'm afraid I can't wake up in time 4 class 2moro morning.
So instead I hav made up my mind 2 take a so called Classroom-nap on my study table.
With my alarm clock set beside my head, I'm sure I can wake up. (I hope)
Wish me luck.
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2 U both, as eldest n as a person which has no choice but to be stuck in between, i hav 2 voice out
U BOTH had better stop it.
Stop it with the silent treatment already!!!
U,
Wats da problem with jz openin yr mouth to start a convo with the other?
Is it tht hard?
Jz cz the other doesn want 2 talk 2 u doesn mean u cant talk 2 the other.
N U,
After being almost a full yer of the closest frenz in college, this shit happens.
It cant be only now these feelings start 2 form in your heart...
If we all hav been frenz 4 so long, y cant we settle it properly?
Is it tht hard 2 hav a SIT DOWN???
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for U 2 again,
I'm not tryin 2 scold u or anythn,
I jz wan things to go back 2 the way they were.
I'm not askin u 2 change yr mind nor yr ways of treatin each other.
For U both hav da rights not to listen to me.

But... Deep down inside...
I really plead n plead non stop jz to hope things go back 2gether
For we are 3 puzzle pieces tht are lost n left behind from becomin one with the others.

U Pulled The Trigger.

It's been triggered again.
When Dad gave me a knock on my head, it triggered wat I've been holdin back.
I shouted, I slammed, I cursed, I punched, I cried.
But nothn poured.
My stress level n my emoness jz din fade.
It was still there n still rising.

Y?
Everythn is happenin at the same time one after the other.
can't they all stop?
Can't they disappear?

Nowadays I hav developed a habit of cryin my heart out in my bath.
It was on n off, 1st sec I was wantin 2 cry, nex I was not.
So in da end it was like 4-5 times in a bath...
I think da nex thing my parents are goin 2 nag me about is Da water bill goin up...

I was Emofied~

It has been a few days n past da weekends when you 2 don c each other but y?
Wat is wrong with u people?
I can't seem to Understand.
For tht there was nth I can say or do to make things better.
All i can do was listen to wat u say n try 2 comfort u with common comforting lines.
It hurts to see this.
It tortures my heart.
I want 2 c u smile I want 2 c u talk cheerfully.
I noe its hard but thts all I ask of u ppl.

Pls don make me worry
Pls don make me sad
I'm already down myself but yet I had 2 bare another extra weight on my shoulders.

I'm already feeling down since last week since every1's emoness is workin up 2 me.
not oni cz of wat happened in college
But also wat happened in my very own neighbourhood.
Goin out with ppl turned in a pain when I'm down.
And in tht period of time I blow things up easily.
When these happens I can only say sorry.
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I think I can nvr stay up 2 do yr work anymore.
It;s painful when I do.
Anger will start to swirl up n collect in my heart n nex thin u noe
BOOM! I may blast it at some1 tht i don wanna hurt includin you.
So pls, don do this anymore.

I'm jz wishin n prayin for everythn to go back to the way they were.

Another No-Life test..

100 facts Tag

1) Name: Simone / Mun

2) Male/Female: I hav Boobs thank u.

3) Were you named after anyone? No. shows my parents aren't obsessed with anyone.

4) Does your name mean anything? Flexible in mind, body n soul.

5) Nick Name(s): Simone n ONI Simone *points 2 Nisa n Lyn*

6) What do you think you look like name wise: i lack flexibility in mind >.<

7) Date Of Birth: 10th la... of Feb... Remember tht!

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Hospital birth room duh! Now in KL.

9) Nationality: I've been in KL 4 19 WHOLE yrs! Wat am I?!

10) Astrology Sign: Watery Wet Aquarius

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Snake, loser cousin of da Dragon

12) Religion: Biddhist, but i barely pray. so more of a free thinker.

13) What’s your favorite smell? i hav no idea, I jz smell somthn n like it if i like it.

14) Political Position? Dono don care. XD

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Somethn sweet n NOT so hot

16) Hair + Eye colour: both are dark brown, very.

17) Do you look like anyone famous? erm, Some1 did say, But i forgot.

18) What do you look like? Merely everythn tht I say is cute^^

19) Any unusual talents? I hav my very own laughin gas???

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous? Lefty. Blame it on my Dad. He's a lefty 2.

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? Straight with a lil Bi? I guess.

22) What do you do for a living? What I do? Breathe n Live!!!

23) What do you do for fun? hit on guys? n Girls? XP

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with? My Mechanical Pencil *sorry Jason* n Putty Eraser.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with? My leather dance shoes n a dance material guy^^

26) Have you met your grandparents? DUH!!!!!!!

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: Common n close ones only. I need a special 1.

28) Crush: Oops, My voice box jz broke n my brain is in malfunction mood.

29) What celebrity would you date if you could? F4! Jay Chou!

30) Current worries? Don make me say it.
31) Favorite online Guy/Girl: No particular 1 since my close frenz don talk 2 me much on9 *points at u*

32) Favorite place to be? My dance studio n College free time if my gang is there N BAR CELONA!!!

33) Least favorite place to be? College durin class >.<

34) Do you burn or tan? Burn la!

35) Ever break a bone? Nope^^ Thankfully

36) What is your favorite cereal? I wont tell....

37) Person you cry with: Min Hua, n my gang of galfrenz n close guy frenz

38) Any sisters: Zero

39) Any brothers: 1 chimpanzee

40) Any pets: 1 poser cat =.="

41) An Illness: Love sick. I miss Min Hua so much... Wat 2 do...

42) A Pager: Nvr occured 2 me 2 hav 1

43) A Personal phone line: Nope

44) A Cell phone: I flip it non stop^^

45) A visible birthmark: Err... I don think there is, mayb a visible birth lump^^

46) A Pool or hot tub: A Pool^^ But I barely swam in it lately. *hint hint at my lecturers*

47) A Car: Dad's.. Gonna pass iy down 2 me I guess.. AFTER he gets a BMW...

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Cheerful, naughty, blur.... HYPER^^

49) Driving: Reckless *shakes head n sigh*

50) Your clothing style: If I dress normal u will ask me wats wrong

51) Room: Arranged n Welcomin^^ *sounds wrong*

52) What’s missing: Min Hua n a servant 2 help my do my assignments *HAHAHA*

53) School: not skul, COLLEGE!

54) Bed: Cosy^^ *jumps on bed*
55) Relationship with your parent(s): 2 close n 2 far... I guess...

Do You

56) Believe in yourself: Yea. Most.... Of da time... I.. Think...

57) Do you believe in love at first sight? Nope. I failed in Love, so I don believe anythn bout it anymore....

58) Consider yourself a good listener: listen yes, talk crap yes, talk sense no...
59) Have a future dream that you would like to share? A Sexy Latin dancer with a sizzling hot partner as a husband.

60) Get Along with your parents: Most of da time.. But when we fight, U can hear slams here n there...

61) Save your e-mail conversations: Nvr attempted 2...

62) Pray: Nope^^

63) Believe in reincarnation: Yilek>.<

64) Brush your teeth twice a day? Well DUH! Except da times when I attempted 2 take a nap but it turned out I slept till da nex day...

65) Like to talk on the phone: Only Ppl from my Stressfree-frenz-list

66) Like to eat? yup yup^^ Bring em 2 me

67) Like to exercise? yup, with frenz^^ The more the merrier

68) Like to watch sports? Gymnastics... Cheerleadin n dance^^

69) Sing in the car? Boom Babe!!! I sing like no1's business.. Except when frenz are talkin in my car.

70) What is a dream that you have all the time? Actually seeing Min Hua come back 2 me... Hope its dejavu...

71) Dream in color? Always do.. even wet dreams.. Eww...

72) Do you have nightmares? Yup.. Wat dya think I cant sleep in total darkness is about...

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Not oni sleep, They practically c the world with me.

What Is

74) Right next to you: My purse n HP... n thoughts of him^^

75) On your favorite coffee cup? Not coffee, Jz cup. Random pictures n patterns?

76) On your mouse pad: Don hav 1

77) Your favorite flavor of gum? Sweet^^

78) Favorite deodorant? Light, breezy kind...

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Paris, The city of love^^

80) Your dream husband/wife: Min Hua!!!!!>.< *Song of Baby come back to me playin behind*

81) Hiding in your closet? Some of my Luv stuff i do not wish 4 mom 2 pass back 2 Min Hua...

82) Under your bed: My work table, my light box n assignments.

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends? CARMEN!

84) Your bad time of the day: Early Mornings n durin college classes.

85) Your worst fear(s): Somebody I luv leavin me behind?

86) What's the weather like: Somewhere went wrong...

87) Your favorite time of year? Holidays with ABSOLUTE no assignments>.<

88) Your favorite holiday? I told U NO Assignments^^

89) A material weakness? Go figure it out yrself

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: eating ice cream with fries???

91) At the top of your "to-do list"? get a guy (jjk) Hang out with frenz^^

92) The hardest thing about growing up: I get extra fats at my chest n my butt XP

93) A pet peeve? dono...

94) Your scariest moment: When a ghost landed on me in my bed n when I witnessed some1 jump from a building n fall rite infront of me, naked. *it was a guy*

95) Your attitude about love? I need 2 feel secured by his everythn, n 2 be FULLY luved n cared by him.

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex? Go figure...

97) The worst feeling in the world: being lovesick, knowin very well he wont luv me back.

98) The best feeling in the world: being hugged securely when I am lonely.

99) Who sent this to you? Anisa

100)Tag more people?
Samuel
Mengq Yek
The other Samuel
N many other No life cheer ppl...
Woah! I cant believe I finished it. FINALLY!

Goddess n Fats

Which God or Goddess are you like?
Your Result: Goddess Bast
 

You are the Goddess Bast. You are quiet and calm, but when need be, you are firm and fierce. You are full of love, and you always care. People often come to you for advise or guidance, and you willingly give it. Congatulations!! You are Goddess!!

Budha
 
Goddess Sekhemet
 
The Christian God
 
Jesus
 
You are your own God or Goddess
 
God Zeus
 
Satan
 
Which God or Goddess are you like?
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