A Date 2 Remember.

Jz came back from dating with Andrew (not really dating but it was a date since it was 2 of us new frenz) . Lol... A lil tiring but it was fun. Here was da plan... N I shall oni say da so called important points la.

11.30am>>Me n Andrew met up at Pyramid n had lunch at Pizza Hut.

12.45pm>> Went skating. Got a blister on my foot.. Ouch! Tried skatin new tricks but still think I don hav da guts 2 do so. Goin full throttle 2 do da hard 1's I mean.

3.00pm >> Went 2 buy movie tix. Plan 2 watch Mr. Macnorium's Wonder Emporium.

3.15pm >> Plan 2 take pool but was full so we switched 2 bowling. N YEA! I won him by 5 marks.. Hahaha!! Anyway, had a lot of lucky strikes 2day^^ Guess it's my lucky day^^ Finished 1 game, went n buy Takoyaki!!! Yea yea!!!

4.30pm >> Movie starts. We shared 1 coke... Both of us were cold towards da end of da movie so we held each others hands.

6.00pm >> Zi Hao sms's me that rehearsal at 7pm was change 2 8pm that day. Still holdin hands n went all da way 2 Popular in Pyramid. Nth in particular there.. Jz that him as a scientific person n me as an art person. We brought each other in2 each others world of knowledge (which was pullin each other 2 da departments we always go 2 in Popular) After leavin Popular, our hands were separated.

7.00pm >> Went 4 dinner at Nando's.

7.45pm >> He walked me 2 my car n I left.

8.30pm >> Zi Hao n da other actors came 2 my house 4 rehearsal 4 da upcomin show. It was funny when I need 2 demo, I nvr imagined I'd do that. Mengq yek was suppose 2 cry but he ended up laughin most of da time.. I felt bad at tellin sternly bout da drama 2 da other senior actors. Cz no matter wat I was a newcomer in this drama group but yet I was that scenes co-director...

10.15pm>> Andrew sms'ed me, askin if I wanted 2 go out 4 biking. So I did^^ At the same time, Biondi (younger pet bro) sms'ed me also, like dat
Biondi : Hey can sms? Free now?
Sim : No, havin rehearsal, than goin out later.
Biondi : Oh then later I sms u n we chat la.
Sim : Cant. I want 2 save credit so I wont really chat unless its somethn important. So sorry.
Biondi : Oh then nvr mind la. I call u la like dat
Sim : I not really free la nowadays. Workin somemore. where got time oh.
Biondi : Oh then whenever free we chat lo^^
Sim : If la. But now these few months wont be free la cz of work n rehearsal 4 show.
Biondi : Nvr mind. I'll wait 4 u 1 no matter how late it is.
Sim : ok rehearsal now. bye.

10.30pm>> Andrew n I went 2 Small Genting in Cheras on his bike. He rode like damn fast n I actually AM a lil scared of bikes >< style="font-size:85%;">Drew : So u free 2moro?
Sim : Got rehearsal 4 drama at 12pm till 3pm then another session from 7pm till 10pm
Drew : So I bring u 2 da ice-cream shop 2moro then.. round 3?
Sim : 3?
Drew : I pick u up at 3 then we go Ice-cream shop la.
Sim : ok.

12.30am>> Biking back 2 Sri Petaling at a speed of 150km/j, Andrew was crazily speedin!!! Went 2 Sri Petalin mamak 2 eat n he made me laugh like crazy at some (most) of his lame jokes.

1.20am >> He sent 2 da guard house of my house. We continued chattin from there. I had 2 admit I was high , cz I was gigglin non stop hahahhaha.. then he held my hand yet again. I jz went along with it n we continued chattin. Nth happened after that.

1.40am >> We parted. He left n I walked back up2 my house. When I reached home. He smsed me n said he was already safe home. I'm like wat da hell!!! He lives in Subang, I live in Bkt Jalil. I took like 5 minutes 2 walk from da guard house 2 my house n once I shut my front door his sms came... o.o!...

Desperation...

Again I went out. Planned 2 go gentin in da nite but it was cancelled last minute cz most of us hate work da nex day. So i went with Alton, to his b'day at Mardigras. WOW!!! Da amount of Jack Daniels on da table was shockin...

When I went there, there was this live band performance. Seriously da gals, the way they shake their ass was nice, but when they tried da pussycat dolls way of squattin down then pinchin out yr ass n slowly stand up... HAHAH!!! It looked funny...

A small lil stage was rite in front of da DJ. There's also a bar. Lookin further I saw another bigger stage, with water fountains n water rainin down in a circle. It was for shows of da hired sexy dancers. They get wet when they dance 4 da audience.

Standin at the bar, I felt a pair of eyes lookin at me.I turned n saw this totally hottie standin beside the bar on da other side. Smart with a tie. Cute chinese N looks young enough 2 reach early 20's^^ 2 make sure if he was really lookin at me, I walk around him n he actually turned his head towards wherever I was.

Before I new it, I was pulled up on stage by a few guys. Danced solo n ended up havin guys droolin over me^^ Haha.. Desperate shouts like " I want u" or " I am yrs" Can be heard =.=" Next thing I turned n da hottie I saw was dancin there, facin me. N he signalled 2 dance with me. So i left da stage n danced with him^^ Was like a dream... for some reason he kept strokin my hair when I was dancin.. Well, feels pampered anyway. Danced alone on stage again. Then this twin bros asked me 2 dance with em. No Prob^^ They werent as hot as the hottie I liked, but I had a tendency 4 guys that hav long hair n a well-built body. Moreover they were TWINS!!! So i did dance with em.

Dancin on stage was easy. Next I was invited by a gal 2 dance with her on da giant speakers. Gettin tired I sat on those speakers. A teenage lookin guy walked pass, stopped in front of me n ask me 2 dance with him. Fine, no harm done. So i danced. The minute we started was the minute he laid his hands on my ass. I pulled his hands onto my back n said no. He tried 2 say somethn n I couldn hear, so he pulled me out of da club. I thought he was gonna stop but he kept on goin. So i yanked out his hand n ask wat was it he wanna say. N all da "yr dance is sexy", "Yr very hot" All dat crap comes out, yet again. I told him I want 2 go back n he followed, pulled me 2 a corner in a bar n tried 2 dance with me. I rejected him by sayin my bf sittin on da other side of da club would be angry. He replied by sayin then we shal dance at this side of da club, away form yr bf. I said I don wanna dance, legs 2 tired, he sat me down. said that I shouldn be so scared cz thats how clubs are. YEA RYTE!!! ASS HOLE , CLUBS ARE 4 RELEASIN STRESS 2 ME!!! So i push him away. Ended up he hugged me even tighter!!! So I jz screamed as loud as i can, n he let me go^^ I ran 2 my frenz n sat there 4 awhile. later I was dancin on stage again^^

Later, I walked with 1 of da twin bros 2 pay da parkin ticket n we bumped in2 dis guy that was all da time ryte in front of me when I danced on stage. Whenever he saw me, he shouted"SIMONE! Yr a damn sexy dancer!!!"... I'm like 'sweat!!!' His shouts could be heard all over 1U!!! It's plain obvious that he was drunk. Haiz.. 2 bad he wont be seeing me no more^^

Freakish Guy..

Oh dear, I've jz went through my inbox in hi5 n found some random guy's message. He wrote there that he is lookin 4 sex n is willin 2 pay rm700 4 it... Oh dear oh dear oh dear!!! Aside from that, he also said if no also don b angry cz of being straightforward...

Seriously 4 awhile there I was speechless..... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

Out of curiousity I went 2 view his profile. I mean, he wasn bad lookin at all, da typical asian cutie... But then da word "lookin for sex" seriously has turned me off... If he was askin 2 be frenz I would reconsider but this.. Forget it...

So..
In his profile, I found nth surprisin 4 a jerk like him. His frenz list were all cute girls. N his comments were more like "Finally my webcam is fixed, I want u 2 come c me.." n fotos n videos of porn from other websites...

Seriously EEWW!!! I can imagine him forwardin da message he sent 2 me 2 like every gal he sees... SICKO... I'd wish u f**k all those galfrenz of his get heart attack n DIE...

Sex, haha! Obviously I can't deny that I'm really addicted 2 it!
>> addicted 2 talk n chat about it with my gang^^ Not look n not do... Hahah! HAHAH!!!

The Key of Love and The Lock of Life

It is oni recently that i had a few guys ask me out on dates, I'd say Yes 2 well...most of them. But yet, I feel like I wasn quite lookin 4ward 2 any of em. I mean, the oni thing I'm lookin 4ward 2 is at least they wont make me think much bout him.

Anyway, term break jz started n 2day was da 1st day of da holiday. Da whole day I felt totally restless... jz scribblin on paper all day was really borin. Thx 2 a guy Andrew (not andrew yan) that Zach had intro-d, he sms'ed with me da whole day. He's ok, but seriously my credit is goin down 2 fast. ><

Altho so, I still can't forget him. Guess dis is wat is called love. Guess I'm seriously gotten it deep this time... Come to think of it, The sentence sayin

"U held da key, locked my heart for eternity. But when U left, u forgot to unlock it, threw away the key n left me halfway hanging."

Hard n Shiny

Finally after a few months in grade 5 ballet I finally am goin up level with my whole class. I've been dying 2 try out point ballet shoes since I got attached 2 ballet but I nvr got da chance last time.


Class ended early n most of da students left, leavin me alone with my Beautiful sweet ballet teacher Jasmine^^ I ended up teachin her latin n we had a fun time till half way da show fittin fella came in. He brought 1 whole box full of ballet shoes with him. they were all new^^ So they're SHINY O.O!




Turns out that he was suppose 2 let all of us try da shoes but sadly he came late n da whole class went back except me. So I was da oni 1 tryin on the shoes^^ The tip of da she was really hard, till it hurts when I wear it even if it fits.

After fittin I got my new pair of DEMIpoint shoes, with the tip of da toe hard n the sole soft. my Full point shoes are on da way tho since they din hav da exact size then... Oh, Full point shoes hav hard soles n hard tip toes 2.




Dis is not mine but my new ballet shoes looks exactly like this 1. I lazy wanna take da foto. So here it is.

Goin Crazy...

OK... U noe when ppl r alone they tend 2 do stupid things? Well, I m now.

Drowned by BOREDOM, I on my music loud in da computer. Then I went of 2 do my stuff. Everywhere I went I was shakin my ass n dancin 2 da beat. Ok thats not stupid enough...

B4 I knew it, I was even shakin my head n swingin it left n right, back n forth even when I'm in da toilet doin da small stuff... SWT.. God.. It was like a few secs later till I thought back n got embarassed at myself. ///

C!!! Even after typin halfway in this blog I even can hold my hands up 2 dance a few steps b4 I can continue typin.. haiz...

God, it sure is bored 2 hav even 1 dance class canceled 4 da day. hard 2 believe its gonna be every monday cancelled. N now even college!!!

Sucks...

It's 7pm in da evenin n every1 in da house has gone out except me. It was ok at 1st by wastin my time on my comics instead of my assignments... But after I got fed up with readin. I was relunctant 2 dance but I had no partner, so screw it...

After wanderin bout in da house, thoughts n memories of da past started flowin in my head. SHIT!!! I don want 2 think bout it!!! But they kept comin... Die la... Those thoughts made me sick. They made me feel even bored than b4.

B4 I new it, I noticed I wanted a hug.. Well it was obviously inpossible when there's nobody at home. So i held back... I wanted a hug 4 being 2 lonely... haiz...

Forget IT!!! Everybody seems 2 be trippin on my tail since a few days back till now. I'm in a foul enough mood 2 really face any1 really... Gals n guys alike.

NEW NEW NEW!!!

Yea! I came back from Piano class 2day n found a piece of well done wood on da floor. Another smaller 1 lied nex 2 it. Dad said it was my new table n shelf^^ YEA!!! Finally i can hav da BIG table I wanted.

Took everythin 2 da room n fixed it. It was damn Heavy... >< But I managed with a lil help from my mom n bro^^ Nex I arranged all my things from my old table 2 my new1 ^^ It was nice...

I liked it so much heheh...

PS : N my bed now is not as shakey as last time cz my table is heavy n it hangs on2 my bed frame. Now I can really get a peaceful sleep. hehe

PP > Perfect Performance

It was after college had I drove out of pyramid n 2 da back lane 2 where Sunway College was. I twas da BIG day, well should be 2 da fact tht Roger (my best buddy) had 2 beg me 2 come watch his 1st play eva.

Surprisingly when I got there, I saw Marion n Mark Teh!!! I said HI... Marion remembered(I think) but Mark was blur. I can really c tht Sunway had a lot of irresistable hunks studyin here, cz even Kuhen (my other best bud) admits those guys were hot 2, by seeing how buff n handsome those faces were. But 1 thing, these guys surely aint Malaysian, n I bet they're not even Asian either. So, the thought of tryin 2 get 2 noe 1 jz washed away in my head. I didn 1 a faraway relationship.. BLEK!!!

When da show started, all da audience were in da Rooftop Theatre, includin marion n mark, Rogers whole family, n me n Kuhen^^ The whole play was based on 15 grandparents stories, all based on true stories told by granparents of each of the 15 members of Rogers class.

The way Roger acted, I'd had 2 say, Impressinly fantastic. Altho I don feel like I'm seeing a new side of him since he always played, fooled n tried 2 entertain me n Kuhen with stories n acts all da time in those school days, I was very impressed with the whole act n him 2^^. I did also spot a few guys in his class that're hot 2 but 2 no interest. Most scenes were sad n some scenes were cute (yea.. really cute). Like da 1 where Roger acted like a lil kid being beaten by his granny 4 openin an umbrella in da house. He even acted as the granny beatin him^^

Oh yes, Roger had a new hair cut... I think it looks ok on him, since in my mind, I don really fancy punk hairstyle. he got a tomahawk... yea, jz like da Gaspy hairstylin gel TV advertisement. but his is black.. Hhee

I loved da play, scenes that are sad touched my heart. Scenes that were funny made me laugh like shit... I really loved it^^ They were gd, really gd. I'm really glad Roger is gettin nearer 2 his goal of becomin a director^^ gd 4 u Roger Liew... I will nvr 4get this play, n I'll always go 4 yr futures plays that's gonna come.

She's so Lonely~ So Lonely

It's thurs n it's Deepavali, after gettin a call from Mendy that her parents left 4 New Zealand 4 a few months. I've decided 2 dropby her house in da nite. Imade several calls 2 several frenz n in da end it was oni me n Teng that went 2 Mendy's.

From the 1st glance of Mendy's face, I oni can picture 1 word in my mind >>> LONELINESS. She was so bored in her own home.>.<

So with all 3 of us, we talked. Bout lots of things. 1 topic, I was quite surprised. Teng actually told me tht the day we went clubbin which was last saturday, she had been watchin over me especially when I was dancin with my ex-skulmate, Ricky. I had 2 admit I was a lil tipsy but still aware of wats happenin that time. Teng told me that wat she saw. 2 wat she said, it was somethn like when I was dancin with my back facin Ricky with him facin me (it was dirty dancin~no grindin on privates tho) He had love-bite me on da neck...! Well, now that I thought of it, I remembered that he did place his head on my shoulder then I felt somethn like skin on my neck. All I thought was that when he placed his head on my shoulder obviously his cheeks would touch my neck. Seems like it was his lips afterall. (Luckily I din get a mark or else I would die when I c my parents)

after a lil chat we even watched TV 2gether. That was the time when a scene of a baby turtle that was so tiny appeared crawling beside It's HUGE mom did Teng started giving out a gigle 2 a chuckle 2 a laugh... GOD I dono how 2 descibe it but it really made da both borin Mendy n ME laugh till outr tears started 2 fall.

later Mendy asked me if I had her crush's hp 4 he happen 2 be our beloved classmate also. I answered no n she requested 2 take a look at my hp. I was bz watchin Animal Planet on astro when she yelled "He called back!" 4 all i noe that time is that she actualy borrowed my hp 2 miss call him.. Curses... I din really noe dat guy much... So i had 2 pick up... N with that, he got 2 noe my number, n he said he will call me out 2 yam cha anytime.. Curses...


After 2 hours or so, I decided it was time 2 leave as it was gettin late. It was nearin 1am. So me n Teng left Mendy's. That's when Teng told me she was Hungry... ... ... So we decided 2 go mamak. Ate then I send her home.

Clubb my ass off again...

It's saturday nite so no prob in gettin out of da house n no worryin if I'll wake up in time time 4 somethn da nex day. So since these nice ex-classmates of mine invited me, Y not^^

Ruums again^^ Music was boomin n galz went in 4 free. Guys ordered some liqior n we all drank. I got totally tipsy. I noe cz I couldn stand straight n was laughin a lot, but I still noe wat was ppl sayin. Dancin was a blast, well it always was. Dis time dirty dancin a lot with my guy frenx. Some guys that i dono offered me a drink but I rejected cz I noe da danger of gettin free drink from total strangers.

When I was back at da table. I kept on drinkin, then I saw my gal fren kissin my best buddy!!! Ohmigod... They were totally in it. it wasn long when I realised da guy frenz that were standin beside me (we're close frenz) tried 2 pull me in 4 a kiss as well. I screamed, he let go. Nex thing, another 1 pull me in, again I screamed, he let go^^ LUCKY!!! Altho I'm cravin 4 some intimacy, I had 2 control myself. I din 1 myself gettin all "dirty". So i continued dancin while sometimes my guy frenx would join in 2 do some dirty dancin.

We danced till da club close. It was nearing 3.30am. I was wiped out. my foot also hurt from all da dancin with high heels. It was then I drifted 2 a corner 2 sit since I could stand nicely. A stranger (guy) saw me n walked over. He asked me where did I stay. Being oni tipsy n not drunk, I clearly knew wat he meant. Havin da feelin that if I said where I stayed, he might think of offerin me a ride n somethn could've happened. So I jz said I stayed at my home. After some attempts of tryin 2 get info bout me from me, I was jz playin drunk all da way, till finally the guys from my group turned their heads n saw me. They came over 4 da rescue, YEA!!!