I'm married to my car

2 days ago, my baby has arrived. This is my HUB (Hubby)^^ My lil black Savvy. 1.2 and brand new >.< THANK U DAD!!! When i just got it, we sent it for a RM500 bucks tinting. Now we cant really c the inside no more:p Anyway, hung all my mushrooms inside to go on tours with me.

See the red mushrooms??^^

A couple porcupine at the back
that apparently rolls left and right when I drive=.=

My baby's Butt XD

His handsome face :p

This is how my baby looks overall
(I noe my parking sux)

WAT?! oh~ ok^^

Am chattin now with Christopher, chief editor of DG071-1.
Found out tht ZY has a gf. well thts wat he said... I dono of its true..
Heart din feel da slightest pinch^^ (happynye~)
So it's confirmed tht I don like him as in like I want him. =.="
Jz like him as a fren, n oni notices him more when he's around (oni when he's around)
HAHAAHA!!!

A Dream Of A Confused Mind

Yawn!... It's already afternoon n I'm still cuddled up in bed. Time passed by 4 dono how long adi since I was awake. I remembered, I was kinda cryin 2 sleep last nite.

It was Yesterday all da while dat I was thinkin about. He come over, Andrew that is. We chatted, hugged n a lil kissin was added in. It was fun n we were happy^^ I hav 2 say that I kinda had feelings 4 Him n was certain that he had 2...

No sooner after he went back home n came on9 that our friendship had turned a nightmare. Situations between us became gloomy. No doubt that I still had feelins 4 my ex, but I also had feelings 4 Drew. He admitted he likes me, but he had 2 call it quits. Reason? He can hav a non virgin as a gd fren, but not a gf... Ok, I am not a virgin anymore. But wat's wrong with that? At least I oni did it with somebody that I thought I was willing 2 hav a family with. So wats da crime in that? I loved Him. And cz of that I couldn even hav another relationship?

He asked 4 us 2 remain frenz, but I said i cant. I prefer 2 call it Full Time quits if u really wana do this.. N we did tat. N I actually ended in tears... Wonder y...

Well woke up now n da 1st thing I thougth was... AH! new day, new me. Guess I wasn that sad after Him, but more on my ex. Guess I cried last nite cz I was 2 tired... So I told myself, It was all a dream^^ A very long long sweet dream^^ I yeah, I actually did feel a lot better after tellin myself that.

The Break Up...

It was already 3 long weeks since my break up with my 1 1/2 year boyfren. Well, still sober in heart now, dono wat 2 say. Mayb a lil advice from frenz might help^^

I've been smilin n laughin out loud all day but when it comes 2 nite time, tears come rolllin with no endin 2 it at all. It was like wheneva I was about 2 go 2 bed his face will jz POP!!! in my head. After days n days I must admit his face is startin 2 blur off till I cant really remember how he looks like. Untill...

It was last nite when I had a really weird dream. I dreamt of him again. but this time, it seemed so real. So real till I can remember every detail in it. I was in my room, still with my old bed. He was sittin ryte beside me on da bed. Weird thing is, there was a violin at the corner of my room, unopened in its bag n untouched.

1st I asked him y was there a violin, he replied by sayin he was gonna play it. So i was happy n asked him 2 teach me sometime. The thought of the breakin up n the question of y he came back popped up in my head. I was reluctant 2 ask but drew back my words. I din 1 2 loose him again. sob... sob... Nway, that time he was lookin at me with those soft eyes of his, N I was starin back. The admosphere turned a lil.... Quiet. Then, I jz touched his face with my hand. The touch seemed so real, his face... soft, warm... he was still starin at me... I can feel my mouth slippin, goin 2 say wat I had in mind. He held my hand, which made me kept my words again. I merely said I missed him. He nodded, n said I noe. I was goin 2 burst in tears when I... WOKE UP!! DAMNIT... but then, in da dream, everythn seemed so real, till it was like I was really there, Being able 2 c his face clearly n this time I remembered it well 2^^

This dream, n him in it, had given me inspiration n also believe... Believen that this may happen or mayb Some miracles can happen. Even if they don happen, at least I hav had a chance 2 c him clearly after so long... heh hhe... I was about 2 slowly 4get bout him, but now da dream made me pull back n remember him again.


HOW AM I GONNA LET GO LIKE DAT>.<