It's been triggered again.
When Dad gave me a knock on my head, it triggered wat I've been holdin back.
I shouted, I slammed, I cursed, I punched, I cried.
But nothn poured.
My stress level n my emoness jz din fade.
It was still there n still rising.
Y?
Everythn is happenin at the same time one after the other.
can't they all stop?
Can't they disappear?
Nowadays I hav developed a habit of cryin my heart out in my bath.
It was on n off, 1st sec I was wantin 2 cry, nex I was not.
So in da end it was like 4-5 times in a bath...
I think da nex thing my parents are goin 2 nag me about is Da water bill goin up...
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