It so dark in my hall alley now that i'm sitting cz the frighin light broke. Anyway, yea, sorry for updating so late, like hell late. I noe it's been like months since i touched this place.
so it starts again, Drama... Like Zi Hao says A Drama within drama. (hope he doesn make a play out of that name =.=)
Baby doesn allow me to go for drama that i have promised to get involved. Now the whole frighin play is changin cz of him. Still couldn understand, like wat the hell. ><
How I wish, that u were more understanding than min hua
How I wish, that u were not as hard headed
How I wish, u weren't as weak in the body n mind as u are showin me 2day
How I wish, u were at least half like him last time
How I wish, that u had a life with me when i first met u
How I wish, that u can understand I like being involved in these plays n performances
How I wish, U wouldn just keep talkin bout how hurt u are n stop me from doin my stuff
How I wish, I was more alone than havin u around
How I wish, that u were more of a friend than a bf to me
How I wish, that u would support me on my stuff other than dance n clubbin n assignments
I noe a lot of things here are hurtful. I'm sorry. But it's true of all the things here are what i m thinkin in my heart now. I want to let it all out. I cant take it anymore after wave and waves of yr unapprovals. I can't let it out to anyone cz most of them won't listen, so I decided to let it out here.
And the worst thing that has already cut off half my feelings to u is HER. That bitch that i can nvr forgive. that bitch that gave me a permanent scar towards u. Making me nvr to give u my full heart. U noe wats happenin n why. It's yr past that i can nvr forgive, nvr forget.
