William's Club

It's 9pm n me, Eva n Teng hav arrived at the bbq party held at William's house.

Kuhen looked like the Satay man hired 2 make satay cz he was wearing,

singlet n shorts plus a old fan in 1 hand.

after all the food, we all drank. Chivas Regal, Jack Daniels, XO, Kapak..

i got partially drunk after 4 pure SHOTS! @@

It din kick in at 1st, with the boomin music on,

I cant sit still n not dance.

HAV 2 DANCE!!! ><

Dance dance dance, effects kicked in.

Floaty n dizzy.

Thts how it lead 2 makin out with 2 guys tht were my frenz

n later cryin a lil 4 all the pressure lately

Nex, thx 2 Jeff, i ended up in a room with Eva there.

I was utterly depressed of somethn ( i cant remember)

So i got hugs from Eva n Vik (Eva's closest fren)

Conforted me a lil.

Slept n woke up at 3.30am

went down 2 help with the cleanin up in the house.

Nex went mamak,

the oni ppl left then were William, Hou Ming, Jeff, Daniel, Ryan, Eva, Vik n me.

Vik was already sleepin dead in the room as all of us went out 2 the mamak.

When we came back it was 5.30am.

from then on, we played Spin the bottle

havin 2 c guys kissin n grindin each other was a great expirience^^

By 7.30am, we were all knocked out.

Oni Eva n Ryan stayed up while Daniel, Hou Ming n Jeff left.

The remainin ones slept on the couch

By da time we woke up, it was 10.30am.

William's whole family was awake.

And Wei Loong dropped by

leavin oni me, eva, Vik, Ryan, William n Wei loong

We went 2 Times Square 4 Ice cream n Starbucks.

There we did nth but taste food, n socialize^^

Damn I'm tired..

Yay! Finally Friday has come -> Sleep.
Yea, since i had been up most of the time compared to sleepin this week
SSSSSLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPP

Anyway, Eva came over 4 dinner 2day.
We chatted n hanged out downstairs after tht with extra Ice cream^^
We sat beside the Swimming pool at my place and jz like how Starbucks ppl like 2 sit n drink coffee n watch things passby, we sat on the bench beside da pool, ate ice-cream n watched ppl swim by.
1st time both of us were eatin it straight from the container, with Nasi Lemak Spoons.... =.=
We even talked bout 2moro's comin BBQ party at Willaim's.
There's gonna be BBQ and Booze!!!
Gonna get drunk><><

Jz sent Eva back home n here i am now....... Tired and sleepy.
Think I'm gonna sleep early 2nite.
*Y of all times now oni i feel like doin assignments* ><

Simone's condition now : head sleepily slanted on 1 side and passin out
Simone's feelings now : happy *but 2 tired 2 jump*

I've nvr done this in my Life!

I cant believe I am here in the College 2D lab doin my last minute assignments. Of all times, n it's suppose 2 be Life Drawing class now. I can't believe I actually had the guts to do tht. I'm skippin tht class juz to finish my 2D. ><

Simone's feelings now: Guilty, Dissappointed with self.
Simone's condition now: Shit tired like no other days. Dying. Headache!!!

Seriously gettin no sleep at all the nite b4 was bad, but gettin NO SLEEP at all 4 last nite was HAUNTING! I head was practically bobbin up n down every few secs cz I was passin out. I even actually passed out during Moral test ><

Darling!!! I need U 2 keep me awake!!! N when I sleep, I need U here 2 lend a shoulder.. ><

New.. New new!!

Haircut^^ Thx 2 my Luvly Eva, altho u did a lil ahem~, but it's still a very cute cut 4 me^^ I luv it. Thx gal^^

->->->

cz it was so short, I got a very cute ponytail^^with a few loose strands infront of my ears. Nvr had them b4... poneytail poneytail^^ PONEYTAIL!!~^^~

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Anyway, went 2 Gentin wth frenz. Went 2 Safari (club) with oni 1 of them. We pretended 2 be bro n sis >.< guys =".="">

Got so fed up dancin with some dono how 2 dance ppl. like there was this young uncle, 1st it was a decent no body contact dance, but later he started tossin me around in cirlce.I was losing balance like every few secs.

So lastly I ended up joinin this gang. With a guy I like hangin out with cz he jz keeps cheerin me up on some stuff. I'll tell wat stuff later.

So here the club closes, I found my "bro", who later tells me tht he will be goin 4 a drink with the few chicks he is interested in. So yes, I got dumped here at the club n I dono the way back 2 my room. So, my bro went 2 my new frenz, n asked them 2 take care of me. Ended up, da guy tht was dancin with me most of the time, wlaked with me.

Journey was > we took da outdoor route (freezin), he gave me his jacket. Went 2 Starbucks cz I was hungry, he payed 4 my cup of coffee. Walked back 2 my room. he left without his jacket. Later smsed me 2 get it back. Again, he teman me downstairs 2 get some stuff n we walked almost everywhere. got my stuff n we chatted till 8am. On the way back 2 my room, we caught a glimpse of da sunrise through da mist. Took some pics^^

The masterpiece of a view

Before the sun breaks through the thick mist

Those arent clounds below but mists. u can imagine how cold was Gentin then.

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Later we told each other we'd keep in touch n we left each other.

Well, there goes my 1 nite couple^^ Thx dude. (not revealing his name)

I need sleep >.<

It made no dif when ppl said today n 2moro, since I hadn slept cz of Jason's work. >.<>F-ing Zi Hao called me a F**ker 4 fun) I din even noe how I ended up sleepin in class.

Teaching at MKIS later after class was totally torturous. I couldn even walk straight due to the extreme drowsiness in me. There, I gradually found my fondness with children. My fav kid, a korean 9 yer old gal- Jae Won. Damn cute >.<

Her looks, squinty eyes like me.

Her character, gives u the cheeky smile no matter wat the circumstances, situation n mood.

n her smile is cute.

In posts 2 come, I wil reveal her picture 1 day. (soon)

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After a whole 2 weeks of emoness in every1, suddenly i tend 2 feel da drastic change in ppl around me.

Lyn, she randomly hugs me 4 no reason (thx neway^^) n whacks some1.. Ahem...

Nisa, she listens 2 me bout doin her assignments.

Melvin, starts talkin randomly 2 me.

Kian Wen, Suddenly became my Mother O.o!

The whole class, suddenly become my nex door neighbors... >.< (Mama's fault)

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Oh! Yet again, I shall turn emo on some certain ppl.

Sorry but I myself also do not wish 2 waste my time on feeling emo bout u ppl but stil, I guess, life is such.

Not oni tht, I as an unstable individual on both physically n mentally is best not 2 be mingled with.

Trigger me n U might get hurt.

2D lab is so~ not my fav spot 2 hang out late at nite

I was hangin out at 2D as usual.

1st Lyn left, then Nisa.

I was left with the other 2 stooges in class n my friggin stomachache.

Felt effin lonely due 2 da lovey dovey moments they were havin in 1 corner of da room where part of da lights were off, but still VERY visible.

His head was on her shoulder.

I was pissed. Mad.

Not cz of jealousy, but cz of the fact tht I was asked 2 save her from him from havin an akward lunch with jz da 2 of them. N now I had 2 face this kind of shit.

I was confused. Lost.

I wasn sure wat she wanted.

So I stayed at my side of the corner, put on my earphones, turn up da volume of my comp n chatted on msn. Time passed slowly.

I was gettin sadder n sadder by the minute.

They reminded me of Min Hua.

I missed him. Very much.....

With frenz talkin 2 me on msn (some gave me a lecture>> ZY) , I felt better soon (jz a lil bit).

Nearin 12.30am, she finally noticed my existence n came over.

I kept my anger.

I showed my cool.

It felt annoying.

We left. 2 eat. at AC.

Fortunately Sam was there 2 be with me.

With the 4 of us, it doesn look so bad anymore.

Drove Sam back later.

He left, I saw them huggin behind.

Pissed again.

I noe it wasn my business.. but still...

Can u get somewhere else 2 do so?

I hate this.

Feelin annoyed, irritated n disgusted, I sent them 2 his car, n he drove her back.

18 love questions

01] Are you currently in a
relationship?
-no

[02] Have you ever been
given a rose.
- A? Had a bouquet^^

[03] What is your
all-time favorite romance movie?
- Full House^^

[04 ] There's no number 4 question..
- I would like 2 say.................. WTH!?

[05] Do you believe that everyone has
a soul mate ?
- Yes. Jz tht u meet them or not by chance is another matter.

[06] What's your current problem?
- I need a decent bf >< I'm touchin 20 soon....

[07] Have you ever had your heart
broken?
- Deeply scarred n is still hurting.

[08] Your thoughts of online or long
distance relationships?
- No way. I would like 2 get 2 noe the guy as a face 2 face fren 1st.

[9] Have you ever seen a friend as more
than a friend?
- yeah.... >.< Most of the time (",)

[10] The person your with right now, do
you want to spend your life with?
-with as in beside? Of course^^ She's my closest fren in college^^

[11] How many kids do you want to
have?
- Depends.... On my financial status.

[12] What is/are & your favorite
colors?
- ARE! Sky Blue^^, pink!

[13] Who are your celebrity
crush?
- Jay Chou. But I'm not THT in2 Him.

[14] Do you believe you truly only love
once?
- no.. I luv a lot. There my mom, my dad, my bro, my granma, my cousin, My guy (goes on n on)

[15] Imagine you're 79 & your
spouse just died, would you get
re-married?
- No. I would jz get more pets 2 e my companion.

[16] At what age did you start noticing
the opposite sex?
- Since da 1st time I developed unconcious feelings 4 my primary classmate.

[17 ] What song do u want to be played
at your wedding?
- ......Brain not functionin...... Probably some latin luv songs...

[18 ] Do you like anyone?
- Well, I hope the fella likes me 1st then oni I like him. (don wanna get hurt again)

Yet Another No-Life test..

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
Yoon Yik from sec skul. Cz we were holding our own teddies n walkin below my condo.


2. What were you doing at 0800?
Hibernating.


3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Doin my Damned Poncho >.<


4. What happened to you in 2006?
Was bz datin b gettin "tutored" by my bf^^


5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Cz I was watchin dis comic where a gal kena kissed unexpectedly by a Handsome Demon.


6. How many beverages did you have today?
few types^^ Thx 2 my mom... (my fav barley)


7. What colour is your hairbrush?
Black. Whooo~


8. What was the last thing you paid for?
40 bucks 4 Bar Celona on Friday. Thx 2 my guy frenz I don hav 2 pay 4 anythn i ate on saturday.


9. Where were you last night?
At home multitaskin^^


10. What colour is your front door?
Brown.

11. Where do you keep your change?
Purse la DUH~!


12. What’s the weather like today?
It was Windy n rainy... Wats wrong with the weather nowadays @.@


13. What’s the best ice-cream flavour?
Vanilla n Strawberry^^ YUMMY.


14. What excites you?
If a cute guy hits on me.. n if a guy asked me 2 be his competing dance partner.
N if Min Hua calls me >.<


15. Do you want to cut your hair?
I would like 2 trim it back 2 my V shaped tail^^ But i guess, tht can wait.


16. Are you over the age of 25?
No no~ I don wanna reach there so fast...


17. Do you talk a lot?
I do, when I noe the person I'm talkin to n has a gd topic^^


18. Do you watch the O.C.?
?? Wats tht??


19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
Yup^^ My old time Gym crush^^


20. Do you make up your own words?
they come up randomly tht I don even noe I made a word... XD


21. Are you a jealous person?
Yes... But i try hard 2 hide it///


22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’
Anisa... =.="


23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’
Kian Wen???


24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
My very ex junior from sec skul n also my beloved pet sis^^


25. What does the last text message you received say
My gal fren sayin somethn like this month's my luv month n my guy might appear.. =.="


26. Do you chew on your straw?
oni when I get damn bored n hav nth 2 talk bout.


27. Do you have curly hair?
nope..^^ thank god!


28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
College 4 class... Haiz...


29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
My guy frenz....


30. What was the last thing you ate?
mom's cooking^^


31. Will you get married in the future?
Plan 2^^ oni unless I find true luv.


32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
STEP UP 2!!! I fell in luv with Moose^^


33. Is there anyone you like right now?
*murmurs 2 self n looks confuse* @.@


34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
Jz a few hours ago.


35. Are you currently depressed?
Was very. But now... Still am with assignments but not with ppl^^


36. Did you cry today?
Nope^^


37. Why did you answer and post this?
For fun...


38. Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
Lyn? Yeen Yee? Who else... Brain kinda dead so.. I shall stop here.. nitez

The 3 Missing Puzzle Pieces

It's late nite (Early mornin now) N i'm still not asleep.
Jz finished Jason's Rowbutt n it was really tiring for my mind.
Time 2 chill bit yet I din dare climb up 2 my crib n drop my eyelids shut.
I'm afraid I can't wake up in time 4 class 2moro morning.
So instead I hav made up my mind 2 take a so called Classroom-nap on my study table.
With my alarm clock set beside my head, I'm sure I can wake up. (I hope)
Wish me luck.
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2 U both, as eldest n as a person which has no choice but to be stuck in between, i hav 2 voice out
U BOTH had better stop it.
Stop it with the silent treatment already!!!
U,
Wats da problem with jz openin yr mouth to start a convo with the other?
Is it tht hard?
Jz cz the other doesn want 2 talk 2 u doesn mean u cant talk 2 the other.
N U,
After being almost a full yer of the closest frenz in college, this shit happens.
It cant be only now these feelings start 2 form in your heart...
If we all hav been frenz 4 so long, y cant we settle it properly?
Is it tht hard 2 hav a SIT DOWN???
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for U 2 again,
I'm not tryin 2 scold u or anythn,
I jz wan things to go back 2 the way they were.
I'm not askin u 2 change yr mind nor yr ways of treatin each other.
For U both hav da rights not to listen to me.

But... Deep down inside...
I really plead n plead non stop jz to hope things go back 2gether
For we are 3 puzzle pieces tht are lost n left behind from becomin one with the others.

U Pulled The Trigger.

It's been triggered again.
When Dad gave me a knock on my head, it triggered wat I've been holdin back.
I shouted, I slammed, I cursed, I punched, I cried.
But nothn poured.
My stress level n my emoness jz din fade.
It was still there n still rising.

Y?
Everythn is happenin at the same time one after the other.
can't they all stop?
Can't they disappear?

Nowadays I hav developed a habit of cryin my heart out in my bath.
It was on n off, 1st sec I was wantin 2 cry, nex I was not.
So in da end it was like 4-5 times in a bath...
I think da nex thing my parents are goin 2 nag me about is Da water bill goin up...

I was Emofied~

It has been a few days n past da weekends when you 2 don c each other but y?
Wat is wrong with u people?
I can't seem to Understand.
For tht there was nth I can say or do to make things better.
All i can do was listen to wat u say n try 2 comfort u with common comforting lines.
It hurts to see this.
It tortures my heart.
I want 2 c u smile I want 2 c u talk cheerfully.
I noe its hard but thts all I ask of u ppl.

Pls don make me worry
Pls don make me sad
I'm already down myself but yet I had 2 bare another extra weight on my shoulders.

I'm already feeling down since last week since every1's emoness is workin up 2 me.
not oni cz of wat happened in college
But also wat happened in my very own neighbourhood.
Goin out with ppl turned in a pain when I'm down.
And in tht period of time I blow things up easily.
When these happens I can only say sorry.
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I think I can nvr stay up 2 do yr work anymore.
It;s painful when I do.
Anger will start to swirl up n collect in my heart n nex thin u noe
BOOM! I may blast it at some1 tht i don wanna hurt includin you.
So pls, don do this anymore.

I'm jz wishin n prayin for everythn to go back to the way they were.